I DEDICATED MY ALL TO HIM..
Monday, May 14th, 2007WHAT IT DO BYTCHES?? I HAVENT TOOK MY TIME TO WRITE THIS JOINT IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY, WORKIN FULL TIME, COME HOME TO MY FAMILY, SEEMS LIKE MY LIFE IS FLYING. WHERE’D TIME GO??
WHATS BEEN GOIN DOWN:
HMM..WHERE DO I BEGIN? KEEP TRYIN TO TELL MY SELF NOT TO STRESS OUT OVER BILLS. DAMN IT! KINDA WISH I WAS A KID AGAIN, OR MAYBE THESE ARE JST PART OF ME GROWING UP. MY KID JAY IS GETTIN REAL BIG, THIS YOUNG BOUL TALKES ABOUT EVERY GODDAMN THING, AND FUNNY PART, WHEN HE SEES ME CRY, HE TELLS ME TO STOP AND HE SAID "EY MA, ITS OK. PLEASE STOP, DAMN THAT RITE THERE JUST TOUCHED MY HEART, HE’S MY #1 BEST FRIEND. HE’S ONE THING I LIVE FOR. FOR REAL.
11:14 PM: WAITING ON THIS DAMN LAUNDRY TO BE DONE. DAMN IT WHY DOES IT TAKE SO LONG???? I GOTTA GO TO SLEEP, MY BODY IS TIRED BUT BRAIN IS KEEPIN ME UP. I GOT SO MUCH SHIT ON MY MIND IT FEELS LIKE ITS ABOUT TO BLOW UP.
KING P IS BEIN SUPER SWEET AND NICE TOWARD ME, BUT DONT KNOW WHY, SOMTHING INSIDE JUST WONT LET GIVE IT ALL..
GOTTA GO, JAYDEN IS CALLING ME….