dAtIndOnEsiAnMaMi

At the moment, im at the point in my life where i dont know where to turn to, whos head to believe or to trust anymore.

EVERYTHING i thought would do good turned out to be fckn disaster, what more can i say? im screwed.

USED to believe in d sayin: "no matter where your life takes you FAMILY comes first" it sure dont feel or sound like it. Basicly what was said really got to me, wow. a waste though??? i gave up my whole life at 16 thought it would be a fairytale. BIG TIME B.S!

ONLY GOD knows how it really feels.

i know LIFE’S A BITCH and i always said i’d be the BIGGER bitch, guess the joke was on me.

IT AINT WORTH KILLIN A HOME OVER EGO. 

SUNDAY JUNE 3RD, AT 11.30

DAMN, IM EXHAUSTED!! JST WOKE UP NOT TOO LONG AGO, AND FINALLY REALIZED THAT NIGGAZ AINT SHIT. I HAD A LONG ASS NITE. I NEEDED THAT SHIT, HAD MY GIRLS NITE OUT..IT WAS A CRAZY ONE TOO.. THANKS MITA YOU GOT ME SAFE BACK HOME. I HARDLY REMEMBER WHAT HAPPEN BESIDES THE FUN WE HAD. HOHOHO.. ‘EM SHOTS PLUS GG’S GOT ME ON MY ASS.. HAHA LEAST I WAS ABLE TO DANCED MY ASS OFF AND LET LOOSE. OH IT FELT SO DAMN GOOD.

AND BY THE WAY JUST WANNA SCREAM AND SAY:
"FUCK YAAL NIGGAZ, NONE OF YAAL WORTH A DYME. GOT ME SAD CRYIN AND FUCKIN THOUGHT THAT MY WORLD ENDED. FUCK NO, THIS IS JUST A BEGINNIN AND IMMA LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST SO YOU CAN KISS MY ASS BITCH!!!!!!!!!! YEA, I JUST GOT OUT MY LA LA LAND AND FOUND OUT THAT REALITY IS THE SHIT. SO, DONT REGRET IT, CUZ THIS BITCH FINALLY CHOSE TO WAKE UP AND SMELL THE FLOWERS!!!!!!!