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YAAL,EZ YA GURL TAMMY. PLEASE BE AWARE OF THIS ONE CHICK NAME ANDREA/DREA,SHE’S ONLY 16 YEARS OLD,SHE GO TO MATSBAUM,N SHE’S FROM OLNEY/NE PHILLY. SHE CANT LEAVE ME D FUCK ALONE. SHE KEEPS CALLIN MY CELLY N JUS LISTENIN TO ME. AINT THAT NASTY? YEP..THAT NASTY ASS FAT SMUT STARTED SINCE I JUS MET JUAN. SHE USED TO CALL HIS ROOM’S PHONE N WE HAD TO CHANGE THE # N SHIT. HAHA,NOW SHE CANT CALL NO MO CUZ SHE DONT KNOW THE NUMBER.. BUT,SHE STILL GOT MY NUMBER N CANT STOP CALLIN ME.

HERE’S WUT I WANT YAAL TO B AWARE OF… SHE GO 2 AOL CHAT ROOMS (ESP.PHILA) N TRY TO FIND NIKKA,THEN SHE’LL WANT TO GET TO KNOW YA,AND WANT TO LIVE IN YAAL CRIBZ. N THEN I GUARANTEE AFTER YA DUMP HER SHE WOULDNT LEAVE YA ASS ALONE. SHE WOULD CALL N WOULDNT STOP. ESP IF YA HAVE A NEW GURL,SHE’LL TALK 2 HER N TELL HER ALL THESE BULLSHITS. THATS SOME NASTY SHIT AINT IT? YEP..IT IS.. SHE TOLD ME DAT JUAN GOT HER PREGNANT WHICH IS NOT TRUE. N ALL TYPE OF SHITS THAT ARE NOT MAKE SENSE. AND OFCOURSE,THEYRE NOT TRUE. SO PLEASE BE AWARE OF THAT SMUT.

I KNOW U READ THIS SHIT ANDREA, "LEAVE ME AND MY FAMILY DA FUCK ALONE,SMUT! U ARENT WORTH MY TIME. GO AHEAD FIND ANOTHER GUY 2 FUCK UR DUMBASS,CUZ JUAN IS ALL MINE NOW SO DEAL WIF IT. U MAY BE HAPPY CUZ U GOT MY NUMBER AND U CAN CALL ME ANYTIME U WANT TOO,BUT GUESS WUT? THAT # WILL BE CHANGE SOON. AND THIS TIME ULL NEVER FIND ME,SMUT. ILL BE THE ONE WHO’LL FIND UR DIRTY ASS IF I WANT 2. BUT NO,I WILL NOT! IM NOT DUMB ENOUGH TO WASTE MY TIME TO PLAY WITH U AND UR NASTY GAMES. AND HERE’S FOR UR INFORMATION,WE MOVED..HAHA U AINT GONNA FIND OUR ASSES THERE NO MORE. SO GOOD LUCK! AND YEA,U DONT HAVE UR "MAMIZABALLA69" SCREEN NAME NO MO..WHY?? DID THE GUY KAREEM DUMP U AND ERASE UR SN? YEAH..I BET. JUST LIKE MY MAN DID TO U..UH..POOR SMUT. GO FIND ANOTHER DUMB GUY TO BE WIF U..EVEN IF U GOT A MAN FROM ANOTHER PLANET HE WOULD STILL DUMP UR ASS CUZ WHY? U NASTY FAT SMUT,U JUST EAT EAT EAT AND SLEEP. WHO WOULD WANT THAT CRAP? I KNOW THAT JUAN DIDNT..THAT’S WHY HE DUMPED UR DIRTY ASS. YO SMUT,STOP ACTIN LIKE A LITTLE BITCH,GROW THE FUCK UP. AT LEAST GROW SUM BALLS TO TALK TO ME INSTEAD OF CALLIN ME AND LISTENIN,BUT ANYWAY,I DONT NEED IT. MY VOICE IS TOO DAMN GOOD TO TALK TO A DIRTY SMUT LIKE U. AITE HERE’S FOR U SMUT,U’RE A PIECE OF SHITTTTTTTTTTT!! U AINT WORTH A DOLLAR! SO GO AHEAD BE THAT WAY. YEA,THATS RITE.. U JUST MAD CUZ U LOST THE GAME. WELL,THE GAME BEEN OVER SO DEAL WIF IT SMUT! THIS MAMI GOT IT ALL,THATS WHY I WON! SO GO FUCK UR SELF!!!!!!!!!!! FALL BACK SMUTTTTTTTTTT" …..1 *TAMMY & JUAN* FOREVER. (U BITCHEZ AINT GON TEAR US APART. WHAT WE HAVE IS FOREVER)

Saturday…

Wuz good yaal? saturday ez ma fucken daiiii!!! I thought It wasnt gon be fun,but it turned out to be really HOT! 1st,me and my hubby went 2 Rainbow,got my self couple things,I got jeans and stretch pants for workin out..and since my son jus got his shots,I didnt put him @ my mom’s crib bcoz we knew that he was goin to be cranky and all dat,and like yaal kno dat BABIES WANTS THEIR MOMS WHEN THEY DONT FEEL GOOD..and I couldnt ask Juan’s mom to watch him all nite bcoz she had work on the weekends. so we had him wif us. we went 2 south philly to pick up some food from my mom and we got 2 E bombs from one of my dawg. it called "Blue airplane". Me and Juan was like "Wat da fuck is dat? dat shit dont sound rite." we had doubt. I never tried or even heard about that one,and I think i tried almost every pills. so,i wasnt really sure about takin it,especialy last weekend he gave us this nasty azz pills. it SUCKED big time! I was pissed as fuck. but anyway. we took it. den we went to Juan’s parents crib to pick up d lil guy and we went to our house.

….about 20 minutes later………

I was kinda mad. d shit didnt kick in yet. and my hubby was like "it hit me a lil bit.." so I was like shit. this piece of shit aint gon hit me at all then I went downstairs to smoke a cigarettes. but it was weird bcoz i smoked it really2 fast so i was like what da fuck is wrong? ( I was sittin down) and then I got up and dang! dat thing finally hit me! whoaaa….i was happy as fuck. i havent felt like this in a while. (Since 1 month ago,almost every e pills that i took didnt hit me at all or i felt it but it wasnt the feeling i wanted to feel) so,I went upstairs check on my baby bcoz he was all alone in his room,and he was still sleepin…*Imma just keep yaal wonderin wat happens after*

…….about 1 1/2 hours later……

We wanted some more!!! so we went back to south philly 2 see ma dawg,and then..he gave us 2 pills,but I didnt really notice wat they were,thk god my husband did..he knew it wasnt the same one. it was those nasty "GREEN DRAGONS" I was flippin out,and he told me dat his bro switched my pills to his. he knew that i wouldnt want that shit,so he gave it to me for 30 bucks. I was ready 2 fucken leave wit nothin. but Juan said that ill be aite bcoz we already felt it. so we got it anyway. haha..aite yaal im done tellin yaal my story,aint gon tell yaal what happens after that. well,I didnt go to sleep dat day at all..da next thing i kno it was like 8 in the mornin..so fuc dat i aint got time to sleep. i felt like shit,but ez all good. it was worth it. my lips hurtin (still) and chaped. my gums too..i was chewin gum all nite like crazy. my new pack of cigarettes r almost gone. hahahha…I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!! and that smut ANDREA called me like crazy @ 1 o clock when i was tryna sleep but she aint shit thou. fuck ya smut..go suck a dick! Jayden babi,thanks for bein good…mi papiii,te adoro!!!! much love for yaal. im out. peace

*..March 05 @ 10:05..*

Im bored as hell waitin fo mi papi..he had to work today..and it sucks..its fucken SATURDAY man..what da fuccc???

but anywayz,yesterday we went to Jayden’s doctor,and he gained weight! huhu how amazin.. he’s 12 pounds 6 ounces. and he’s 24 inches. I wish I could grew dat fast..:) yesterday I was suppossed 2 go 2 Franklin Mills wif Tara n Leo but I didnt bcoz she took so fucken long n Jayden jus got his shots. so fuck dat I didnt wanna take any risks. but ez all good,Juan’s prolly gonna take me today anywayz..huhu cant wait to go shoppin..I wanna get some new eyeshadows color..I havent got any in a while,I dont kno where im gon get it yet,prolly jus Clinique or Mac..and we plannin 2 take some E tonite..

Yaal…im in LOVE wif NICKY HILTON’s purse!!! I wanna get one so baddddd,i prolly gon have to save sum money cuz dat shyt is realy expensive! the one i like ez like $570!! gee,If i chose to get em,then I cant get anythin else..:( fucc dat.

aite gotta bounce ill check on ya lattaaa…1

1:01 pm..

whats da deal yaal? ..man,Im full and shyt..I just ate "Mie goreng pedas +telor" hahhaa.. today,I just got Jayden’s pictures!! They took long and shyt to send it to me. my son looks so ADORABLE.. but Im still pissed off cuz that shyt was so fucken expensive. I couldve got it done at sears or suttin. damn it! huhu. 

this is 1 of the pic he took *peek a boo* Look how cute my son look. haha

last nite I had enough sleep..thank god. Jayden woke up twice but its all good,he went rite back to sleep anyway. tommorow,i gotta take him 2 d doctor then me and my cuz Tara is planning 2 go shoppin @ Franklin Mills..I havent seen that bitch in long time..kinda miss her ass..well,yaal imma take a shower real quick. ill be back aite..

Was up yaal? ez ya gurl,Tammy. Im so fucken tired,I started to go to gym yesterday,damn..ez fucken killin me. but ez all good. gotta have that body by the summer! but anyway,I still need sum SLEEP! man,Im tired as hell.

and guess wat? IM OUTTA DAMN CIGARETTES!!! fuck,I better go get some. but it fucken sux,cuz ez so WINDY outthere. dont feel like walkin! oh my gosh..

Im so sleepy..Jayden woke me up 2:30 this morning,then I went back to sleep,but when I was still dreamin,@ 5:00,my husband woke me up. he had to go to work. well,im used to it,but I yesterday I worked out,so I felt like shyt when he woke me up. hmm..I tried to go back to sleep,yeah..it was all good for about 2 hours,then Jayden started crying cuz he was hungry..and I was like damnnn….forget it so after that I didnt go back to sleep..so I went down stairs to get breakfast and when I opened my pack of cigarettes IT WAS ONLY 1 LEFT! IM SO PISSED OFF!!

Rite now,my baby is sleepin dez why i can take sum time awt to go online. listenin 2 baby bash feat frankie. Obssession.  my body still hurtin. I jus got done talkin 2 my papi chulo. he said he loves me so much..hahha *aint yaal bitchez jealous of me?..xP. but anyway,im gon go to the houz to get Jayden’s diaper. damn Im so fucken dumb. i left all his diapers on his room. man,i dont feel like walkin. but i got to. need 2 get that and cigarettes. oh man..and later on im gon go to the gym.

Whats today? wednesday? huh. I have Jayden’s appoitment on friday. he’s gonna get his shots. ha..im scared as hell. he gon be cranky all day. and he gon get 3 of em..fuc dat. to be continued..

*@ 2:40 pm - HATE IT OR LOVE IT (50 cent & The Game)

hey yaal,whats da deal? the bitch is bakk..:) I finally went to da houz..my god,I was freezin..I didnt even feel like goin 2 da store. so I fucken didnt. hu..how smart?? rite now Im doin laundry. damn,I watched the news..and guess wat? 50 CENT KICKED THE GAME OUTTA G-UNIT!!! FUCCC…what da fuck is up wif dat??

aite imma catch with yaal later. peace